Just a little thought....

Its funny where life takes you. After losing my girls I thought I would be depressed forever. But lately i am finding myself starting to feel happy again. I mean there are still those days where I do not want to get out of bed because the pain of missing them is so bad, but I am learning how to deal with that. I am really happy with the changes I am making in my life. My new hobbies are making me so happy. I am beginning to adapt to a healthy lifestyle for my family, which is very much needed! I am investing more time in relationships that really matter. The people who are here for me no matter what. The changes feel really good! Its just nice to know there is life after our tragedy and I will be ok. Knowing my girls are safe in heaven is a huge comfort for me. Hopefully things just keep getting better! What a crazy journey I am on!